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When you do not know what you are doing and what you are doing is the best, that is inspiration;
And so the ironies in the commonplace are my inspiration and delight.



Wednesday, July 28, 2010 2:17 PM back to top?


Hatred

























I had hypoprenia today. 
For some reason i could be truly sad. Or for some reason could be because it was my first day of menses. Hah. I hate first day of menses. Cause without fail my tummy will ache so bad like as if there's a monster chewing the inside of my tummy that i just want to lie down and curl like a prawn. My vagigy will feel like its almost going to detach from my body. Then i will whine so much, only baby can stand. Cravings munching nonsensical food begins. Hormones start to gush in every vein of mine, i will feel extra vulnerable and emotional like getting all worried and sad over many things but actual fact over nothing. Feeling sad or worried i will cry, cry so hard that i cant control. OVER NOTHING. I think my menses is worse then pregnancy. I just hate menses :/












Tuesday, July 27, 2010 1:31 PM back to top?






The reason I do not spend my days in despair and my nights in hopeless weeping simply is that I am in love with my own ruin. I therefore deserve no sympathy, and probably shan't get it: my own profound self-compassion is enough. I am so abominably self-conscious that no smallest detail in this tragedy eludes me. Day after day I sit in the theatre of my own life and watch the drama of my own history proceeding to its close. Pray God the curtain falls at the right moment lest the play drag on into some long and tedious anticlimax.










Monday, July 26, 2010 12:56 PM back to top?








The world's a bubble, and the life of man
Less then a span:
In his conception wretched from the womb
So to the tomb:
Curst from his cradle, and brought up to years
With cares and fears.











Sunday, July 25, 2010 2:43 PM back to top?


What childishness is it that while there's breath of life
in our bodies, we are determined to rush
to see the sun the other way around?


I only extra upsize like the baby part :DDD


Saturday, July 24, 2010 1:44 PM back to top?





Friendship, "the wine of life," should, like a well-stocked cellar, be continually renewed; and it is consolatory to think, that although we can seldom add what will equal the generous first growths of our youth, yet friendship becomes insensibly old in much less time than is commonly imagined, and not many years are required to make it mellow and pleasant. Warmth will, no doubt, make a considerable difference. Men of affectionate temper and bright fancy will coalesce a great deal sooner than those who are cold and dull

Wednesday, July 21, 2010 3:26 PM back to top?


How about a magnum gold for gold diggers!


Hahahahaha in your face. I'm F with a I, fit. And not F with a A, fat. 









Thursday, July 15, 2010 11:19 AM back to top?




Teams move in patterns, in rhythms, at high velocity; one must watch the game abstractly, not focusing on any single individual alone, but upon as it were, the blurred and intricate designs woven by the paths through which all will cast a win upon the opposition.






Wednesday, July 14, 2010 10:05 AM back to top?


What i really like is minimum effort for maximum effect.

I'm so tired. I can feel my life's being sucked out. But wouldn't i be dead then if my life get suck out? Oh wells.


Singfest, 175 bucks PER DAY. Katy on the first, kanya on the second day. 350 bucks? Sigh sigh. Big sighhh. If i work my ass out now, enough time for me to still afford the ticket? Fml.

Monday, July 12, 2010 9:44 AM back to top?


Samuel Taylor
..
All thoughts, all passions, all delights,
Whatever stirs this mortal frame,
Are all but ministers of Love
Language has not the power to speak what love indites:
The Soul lies buried in the ink that writes.

Sunday, July 11, 2010 12:25 PM back to top?


Same template, just new link

First was my email. Now this. I had to relink, because my old kaninna chow cb blog doesn't seem to work. Everytime i want to post something new it load so long that i can cut my whole nail, trim them, colour them and still have it not done loading. Not once not twice, but 8 times. Even IT stuffs gets too old and dies off. Shakeheads.
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Plus not that i'm outdated. Tumblr, is like a famously common trend now. Livejournal, is far too complicated for me. Let's just stick to blogspot, i will forever stay faithful to you. Goodnight <3


Saturday, July 10, 2010 12:11 PM back to top?