Hatred
I had hypoprenia today.
For some reason i could be truly sad. Or for some reason could be because it was my first day of menses. Hah. I hate first day of menses. Cause without fail my tummy will ache so bad like as if there's a monster chewing the inside of my tummy that i just want to lie down and curl like a prawn. My vagigy will feel like its almost going to detach from my body. Then i will whine so much, only baby can stand. Cravings munching nonsensical food begins. Hormones start to gush in every vein of mine, i will feel extra vulnerable and emotional like getting all worried and sad over many things but actual fact over nothing. Feeling sad or worried i will cry, cry so hard that i cant control. OVER NOTHING. I think my menses is worse then pregnancy. I just hate menses :/
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